Saturday, December 31, 2005

Countdown to Chocolate

This year I made a resolution to not eat chocolate for the year. And I've done it. With the exceptions of two chocolate Brownies eaten to save a little girl's feelings I've done it. Well, I will have if I can stand the trial of a couple more hours! :)

This has got me thinking about New Years Resolutions. I spent a couple of hours this morning thinking about and writing in my diary about which of my goals I accomplished this year. For the first year, I think ever, I actually did all that I set out to do ... and more. Which is shocking. From the usual and constant "lose weight" resolutions to the ones that I made post NCYC about sticking to the decisions I made and stepping out in faith.

Obviously it's not perfect but I'm still feeling pretty positive that I actually achieved something.

So whatever goals you do or don't set for yourself, I hope that 2006 is all that you hope and pray.

Happy New Year.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Santa v Jesus

Last night I dug out one of our Christmas cds. We have quite a collection because when I was managing a store over Christmas I wanted good carols over the P.A. so I went a got some better cds to listen to. (They're repetitive enough without having really bad ones.)

Anyway Dad wanted the cd because he has a Christmas supper for people at his work. So I found the Spirit of Christmas 2003 cd that we got from Myers. I was listening to one song in particular this morning. The song is called The Man With The Bag by the Ruldolphs feat. Dannielle Gaha.


He'll be here with the answer to the prayers
That you've made through the year
You'll get yours
If you've done everything you should
Extra special good

Old Mr Cringle
Is soon gonna jingle
The bells that'll tingle
All your troubles away
Everybody's waiting for the man with the bag
Christmas is coming' again

He's got a sleigh full
It's not gonna stay full
He's got stuff to drop
At every stop of the way
Everybody's waiting for the man with the bag
Christmas is coming' again

He'll be here with the answer to the prayers
That you've made through
the year
You'll get yours
If you've done everything you should
Extra special good

He'll make this December
The one to remember
The best and merriest
You ever did have
Everybody's waiting for the man with the bag
Christmas is comin' again

Everybody's waitin'
They are all Congregatin'
Waitin' for the man with the bag

Better watch out now



It's my favourite song on the album. Despite the lyrics. Usually I prefer the Christmas Hymns to Jingle Bells or the like. I think I like the tune of this one. It's a little bit swinging. Plus it's a good range for me to sing! :)

Anyway while listening to this song I was thinking about how bits of it could apply to Jesus and how other are completely the opposite. The whole waiting aspect can apply to Advent and the birth of Jesus. However the chorus. He'll be here with the answer to your prayers ... etc. When I first heard it I was annoyed at the implication that Santa answers prayers but now I'm focused on the timing of answering prayers. When Santa is answering our prayer he does so with a present once at Christmas time. One day a year. He's only around and answering our prayers one day of three hundred and sixty-five/sixty-six. God has that job 24/7, 365/366 days a year.

Also Santa gives us what we want (well, that's what happens in all the stories anyway!) God answers our prayers with what is best for us. Maybe that's not as fun but it's definitely better in the long run.

Similarly "Mr Cringle" is supposed to 'jingle all our troubles away'. Sounds lovely doesn't it? But what are we without our troubles? As much as they suck, troubles are catalyst for our growth. So, would I rather have them go away or have someone who loves me promising to be with me through said troubles? As it says in Matt 28:20b "And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age" and Matt 11:28 "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Or the often quoted Footprints poem by Mary Stevenson.

The other thing is the reference to being good. You'll get yours, If you've done everything your should, Extra special good. That's great and how the world sees things. You earn things. I agree, that's fair. However we know the great thing about God is that we didn't earn His grace, we could never do enough to earn His grace. He gives it to us, undeserving as we are, with no conditions attached. All we have to do is accept it. I think that's something I tend to get used to hearing, so reminding myself of that fact is a good idea!

Really I'm just taking a simple Christmas carol a little too seriously! But I'm a fan of exploring things that make you think and this fell into that category. So, I'll be listening to this song and enjoying it while thinking about God's love, grace and generosity.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

NCYC Here I Come

It's confirmed. I am NCYC Support Worker (Order of St Stephan)! Starting next January I will be working on the National Christian Youth Convention for 2009.
I'm very excited and looking forward to seeing it all (start to) come together!

Friday, December 02, 2005

Meetings and Interview Galore!

I have had week of meetings and interviews and what have I got to show for it? More meetings/interviews!!!

But this is a good thing.

The meeting on Tuesday went well. I've got some exciting options there. The next step is for me to explore my options at other colleges. But I do like the plan that we came up with on Tuesday. It sounds like a good path for me to follow.

Yesterday I had my interview for the OSS (Order of St Stephan). It went really well. I walked in to the interview and one of the interviewers commented on my bag. I made a joke (a rare occurrence in itself)! Which was very reassuring for me. If I can make jokes in an interview (it was a very casual interview) then at least I look confident! Anyway I had the interview and I answered all the questions. Then I went into the other room to have lunch with my friend Merryn who works in that office. As we were having lunch, they came and got me and took me back in to the interview. Then they said that I had been accepted as a candidate for the OSS. (Is that the right terminology?!) Then they said they had a placement for me. So, next Thursday I have another interview with the people I'd be directly working for. And if both they and me still think that's a good idea then I have a meeting the Thursday week after that to sit in on, so that I get to know what's happening and what sort of things I'll be doing. And the placement ...? I'll tell you if I get it. I'm not counting on things too much. But for the people I've been talking to ... it the one I wanted! So I'm very excited.

So, that's all my news. How are you? :)